i love london
Posted on October 18th, 2008 by isaac.carmen. Filed in Uncategorized.No comments yet. Be the first to comment!
it’s happy to work in london..^^
love the workmate here..love the place…^^
i am now in london bridge…
it’s happy to work in london..^^
love the workmate here..love the place…^^
i am now in london bridge…
I am leaving….WIsh me all the best.
Bye
健康:
唔知點解,開始覺得這個世界有時都幾公平…
我的身體出了幾大的毛病…晚晚都會不禁想起自已的X-Ray片…好恐怖….也給他煎熬了我一個多月….隨了X-ray片.顯示的地方,身體各部位,好多時都會有"Kan La"聲響起,我di軟骨….不敢再想下去….
係,上天給了我唔錯的視力,起碼到現在也不wear眼鏡…但我di骨就? 唔通真係我長期 sit in bad position…??定係天生呢??
唉…..
上星期去了Disneyland and lived in Airport Hotel for two days…我第一次去Disneyland….去時,記得要同自已講…我是小朋友…充滿童真般的,過真,人在Disneyland時,所有trouble..可暫時忘卻…好痛快….Carmen呀…我真係好enjoy同你在Airport Hotel的三日…就算只是在機場來來往往,我也好開心….我的happiness come from two major areas..
1. Airport, I really like the airport, whenever you are there, you could feel the energy inside…it’s so dynamic! I really wanna work in the aviation industry, no matter whether I could be a pilot or someone contributing to the airport. By spending my effort in the airport, I will feel so proud as I am part of the team to contribute to the best airport in the world!
2. Do you know why I like travel a lot? Besides from the good feeling of traveling, I enjoy the every moment I have spent with you. During the three days in the hotel, you know, the seconds are shared together, the air is shared by our breathe…I really enjoy that, I gave me a feeling that we are actually a single unit and living together…..
All these feelings are much better than working, even in i-Bank, as, I can be truth to myself…….
It’s the 1st week of my job, it’s also the 1st week for me to sit on the trading desk, together with the traders.
Tuesday: THe trader said, oh Isaac, welcome on board, but why did you choose this day? Your on board day is the collapse day of Lehman….
Yes, indeed, that’s why I were being ignored for the whole week? Anyway, let’s start with the desk..
I am sitting on the trading desk, with 2 monitors, a powerful pc equipped with Xeon CPU, and a telephone usually used by traders only(they used it for trading). On my left hand-side, there is a plasma mounted on the wall, which let everybody watch Bloomberg 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, and 52 weeks a year!
I can see part of the trades those traders execute each day..and learn through it……..(Well, I am not a trader)
So what’s my feeling?
Dont know….the market is volatile, and so as trader, I have seen their bad temper already! Overall….I feel…
scary, being ignored….got pressure……….I have to learn everything by myself, no one teach me…….oh yes…the prime point of contact with the London team….The stuff are hard, difficult, complicated, but no one would teach me( at least in a level that I can understand)……so…..I dont know..
If one day, I were being laid off, this is not unusual, but certainly, this will not be my fault!
Before: It was just 1 year ago….

Now…
Wall Street…a place where Heroes born and die………
Do not get me wrong, I am not feeling happy about the fall of Lehman….
Anyway, I am going to land my new job in such a crazy day, I hope the traders will not fuck me off due to the fall of Lehman(Asian stock failure)…..maybe I will be idle tomorrow? Who knows?
I am the one who choose this road, let’s believe in myself and try the best, after all, I am still young to bear the risk.
Wish me lucky!!!
Thanks for your support Winston, and of couse, carmen !!!
I am so glad to have your support, you are the reason for my living!